My Retard Fantacies....

MY FIRST TIME

2011-11-24T21:42:00.000-08:00

*This is the poster of my first show*

MY FIRST TIME

performing an actual theater at a real audience in a real competition.

OH Dear,
it's a big responsibility...that i would like to thanks to
the Tekad's Senior abg Nuex & Abg Fadhil for giving me this
golden opportunity..~heee
Hope i can do well

here's the details~~~

Date: 30 Disember 2011

Time: 8.30 PM

Venue: Panggung Seni, UKM

Free Entrance

2011-09-27T00:53:00.000-07:00

DONT TEMPT ME!

* IM NOT UP FOR ANY SEDUCTION

WORDS FROM UKM

2011-09-17T20:24:00.000-07:00

Well, the first thing occurred to my mind when I arrived at UKM

was the very hilly geography of my college..

and yet for the next journey of my life in UKM im gonna be in:

KOLEJ BURHANUDDIN HELMI

*it was awesome!

but as im not gonna started the whole shit about orientation,

nobody likes orientation so let me start my whole new fresh life as an undergraduate.

THE COLLEGE: (KBH)

The room was a super awesome..i love it!

and my next door is my coursemate, Noona

and i have my long lost bestie, Dayah from my days in MRSM TRANSKRIAN.

it was near the campus Pusat Kesihatan and BUS STOP

*even it takes forever for the "U" bus to come.

FACULTY:

WE ARE THE 27TH BATCH OF THE UKM'S LAW FACULTY!!!

*not a great number...but awesome!

the lecture hall is actually a lecture hall...not exactly the one I imagine it would be

like the lecture hall n the movie 'THE COVENANT' but it was simply similar

to the one in '3 IDIOTS'. Thumbs Up!

STUDIES:

Im taking 6 subject for this semester, I hope I'll be able to score

because trip to NEW YORK CITY will be damn rewarding.

let see:::

~ UNDANG-UNDANG & TEKNOLOGI MAKLUMAT

~ UNDANG-UNDANG PERLEMBAGAAN DAN PENTADBIRAN I

~PENGENALAN KEPADA SISTEM UNDANG-UNDANG DI MALAYSIA I

~ CONTRACT LAW I

~ENGLISH FOR LAW

~PEMBANGUNAN DIRI

gee..hope i can score!

CLUBS:

UKM have many activity clubs but as always i didnt like activity that

will be too military or stuff that needs me to be under the sun like 24/7 soo...

i was thinking of something mild ad comforting like THEATER...

welll...wait for it..hahah

currently...in faculty,

I already joined, UNAM , ALSA & of course PERUNDANG.

based n the promotion conducted by the seniors..it was awesome!

SENIORS:

Well, in college I have a very nice yet the best facilitator ever (here they called PC)

kak SITI HAJAR ISHAK.

and in faculty eventhough I didnt see a lot of seniors because it is minggu daftar/gugur kursus

but as for now they were super helpful, nice and awesomely welcoming!

so, thats it, for now:

lots of love;

ME ;)

ACCEPTED!!!!

2011-08-02T07:05:00.000-07:00

**OH yeah..wait a minute Mr. postman..Yeah..yeah Yeah..

Well..to start this post..Im gonna tell what is this post are about,

its about me getting accepted.

Where?

TTTtttrTTTTrRRRRrrRRrRRR..Ding!

Name: Shakirah Binti Fikri Abazah

Place: University Kebangsaan Malaysia (UKM), Bangi

Course: Ijazah Sarjana Muda Undang-Undang

Year of Studies: 4 Years.

So; after 1 year in shah alam doing my foundation, and my CGPA was 3.75

which I think was awesome but not to my parent...

which their resction was 'why not 4.00?'

and I was like.. 'Gee!!!! im not a dork.'

Well, Im so getting foward to start a new chapter of my life in Bangi
which get me more excited along with my boyfriend:

Hazard , Icip & Hazwan.

while, none of my girlfriend are going to be with me...we were divided to other university

like UM , UIA , UUM and soem of them continuing in UITM.

So best of luck to all

A TOKEN OF APPRECIATION TO MY GIRLFRIEND

2011-03-31T23:26:00.000-07:00

This is a token of appreciation for my friends in Shah Alam who've been really supportive making my life as wonderful as ever throughout the year....Thank you guys...I really appreciate it. Hope we are friends..forever.

Nabilah bt. Mat Pozian

This girl was fantastic...shes one of my bestfriend since i was in mrsm transkrian...

coincedently, we are in a same courses.... She's always right beside me and support me in whatever situation im in... She never left my side... I love you kakak bel..

Thank for the lovely journal.

Norellysha Farhana bt Mohd Aris

a.ka Chot

She always consiedered me as a place to lay on... A hug a day make me missed you more when you are not around giving me hugs... Baby...I love you....

Kita kongsi Abg Z ok....

Nur Ashiqah bt. Mohd Ariff

ak.a Kajol

Thank you girl....for being my maturity remote control and i appreciate much when you are the one who always being honest with me... I love you B.

Ros Shahira Saira bt. Siron

Ros..Ros....kita banyak mengumpat..I missed gossiping and yelling at each other face..cursing and fucked-up each other everyday...

Thanks for all the great memory....grand dinner's night is one of my precious memorable night.

Nur Afiqah bt. Nordin

I miss to play rumines block on your phone....n you amat comey2 gegirl....

Rozanna Bt. Rosdi.

Ana, thank you for being my friend..selalu ajar benda2 kat I...and selalu jd teman tido mcd.

I love you ana....

Nur Elyshia bt. Khairul Anuar

a.k.a L

L, is ana's and shiqa's roomate..she's straight and funny..thank you L sebab menceriakan hari aku...because i dont have picture of you alone or you and me...pic yg i tangkap masa dinner ni ialah L and pakwe dia....Zali...no thanks needed L..hehehe

Phua Kristina bt. Faiz Phua

a.k.a Cine

Well, this picture sure make me laugh when I saw this..x kiralah utk beberapa kali pun...

cine betollah kau ni!

me n kris afte dinner asasi, at mamak

Nur Sakinah bt. Ismail

a.k.a Kiki

Kiki thank you for being my friend...hikhikhik...

sy suke gomolkan tudung awak.....then awak marah saya.

Nur Afiqah bt. Muda

a.k.a Ahjumma

First tgk cam mak cik..but then....fuhhh...sabit kesalahan saya...well, thank you for all the jokes babe....

Nur Sayyidah Nasuha bt. Mohd Sukri

Syuha..almost 3 of my gropu she's in...girl..i hate u because u wear blackberry..jelezzz....

but thank you babe....great time with you.

Aqilah Izmah bt Termizi....kan?

a.k.a Milkies.

hahaha..this is my Milkies....saya rindu milkies saya...heheh I love your milkies babe.

Diyana bt. Abd Halim

a.k.a Bimbo

Serious shit....kau ni bimbo gler....hahaha rindu u!

Amira Rushaliha bt. Hamidon

a.k.a Boobies

I am her boobies while she is my boobies....aww dia suke peluk saya..

ahhaah....miss u!

Nur Hamizah bt. Mohd Tahir

a.k.a Ibu.

Dia vice class rep..selalu mengkonfiuskan saya...hahaha

amatlah keding awak ni...

The Borneo Girls....they are in my class..they always cheer me up, they are:

Maureen Livan Anyi

She always dance n sing in the class.what a crowd....tp sy suke miss u mau mau

Elfie Johnny Majamin

love gossiping with you girl..miss u...dont forget me kay...

Lynette Ajeng

I always admire your nail...suke sngt....

and to: Winnie Agnes : Baby..I love you....

Izyan

Lyqa

Noona

Mira Rushdan

My Baby Fatin Dell: Dah lama x menggoda kau....uhu....

Syarifah Juariah

Hatin Nabihah

Thank you for being such a great girlfriend....

my roomates: Amal, Mimi n Tina

Thank you all....for such a great memory you gave me....

Law Foundation UITM Shah Alam 2010/2011

NARNIA 3

2010-12-03T01:38:00.001-08:00

On 2 sept. after during madam zaamah class me and hanny
google on the latest movie to watch
then, after class me, phua kristina, ashiqah, bella, ellyshia,
abu zufar and hanny shasha go to Sunway Piramid...watching
NARNIA THE VOYAGE OF THE DAWN TREADER.
it was ok..not really as fun as the first two sequel but it just a compulsary to watch for those
who had followed the sequel..
we watched 3D..nothing much of action...
and King Peter is in the movie like 1 minutes...
it is slow..and it just ok...
after that, Zufar drop us at Mawar...
because Kris is being sued by the mawar Court...

Rapunzel, The tangled Tale

2010-12-03T01:33:00.001-08:00

i watch Rapunzel a day after i watch HP7

i love tales and princess but not cartoon...

OMG! iM IN LOVE with FLYNN RIDER..or EUGENE sumthing...

well...it was hell of a fantacy....

.......

2010-11-30T02:50:00.001-08:00

FUCK!

mcm sial,

nak dftar x boleh

dah boleh bukan nak bgtau..pantat...

benda bangang yang buat aku bengkek...rosak mood,

sial! babi! puki! ish!

asshole! shitbag ho!

HP 7

2010-11-19T06:38:00.000-08:00

As usual..when it is about Harry Potter...

I never missed the movie...

yet...never missed to watch the movie on the first day on the cinema

Every year beb...x kiralah...

Well, firstly...part 1 was super hillarious but not so much battle involved..

and too much polyjuice potion invoved...

but its cute..and funny...

2 thumbs up..

what im gonna do when it come to an end...

Twilight also almost over...

Narnia is in a state of unknown...

for now..what I ever think of is Percy Jackson...please!!!

Create another series...

Q

2010-11-09T04:45:00.000-08:00

WHEN CAN I STOP?

listen to them

doing someting that I hate to do

following orders

being slave for someone I hate

pretend being somebody I dont

trying.......

WHEN CAN I?

have my 100% FREEDOM

having someone who doesnt interfere my life

have my night out

stop lying

express myself as me

doing all I want

start listen to ME

p/s: come to me if you have a answer to my Qs

gggrrrrr!!!!!

2010-11-05T10:11:00.000-07:00

MENYAMPAH

..........................................................................

2010-11-03T03:37:00.001-07:00

DOOMED

CURRENTLY:

DOWN

PATHETIC

SURROUNDED BY:

DIRTBAG

FEELING LIKE:

ASSHOLE

USELESS

MOUTH KEEP MUMBLING:

SHIT

FUCK

P/S: So how?

SOLUTION:

NONE.

REMINDER:

DONT REALLY MATTER

result

2010-11-02T03:56:00.000-07:00

settle down for

3.33

p/s: bright side: still going out tomorrow...

FROZEN

2010-11-01T06:42:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow 2 Nov at 5 p.m.

My first semester result will be out.

Wish me luck..and lots of it..

please guys....

24/10/2010

2010-10-24T09:28:00.000-07:00

Today, I was at the Sunway Lagoon receive free passes to Sunway Family Day

Yeah..sound ridiculous...

*No pictures taken*

~My retard fantacies is:

1. there will be alot of foreigner for me to check out.

2. Eye contact with all of them @ flirting

3. Have them as my friend then..then..the..yIPPI!

but...

there is NONE of the from 8-12.30..

it is impossible!!

and NONE of the boys going there were hot! NONE!

WTF!!

Let see: after 12.30 I was heading to the changing room..were going back...

suddenly, POPPED!

5 Hottie in front of me...

i is just unbelievable and very annoying!!!

argh!! why why why.. I was frustrated!!!

When we were in a car, again!

POPED! 3 hOTTIE

just going out from the cab!

It is just freaking annoying and abseloutely make my day at worst point.

I hate it!

p/s: God please....you know me

HAPPY 18 BIRTHDAY TWINS

2010-10-18T05:41:00.000-07:00

This post are didicated to my lovely friends

Siti Syahirah Safaruddin and Siti Syafiqah Safaruddin

Hope all their wishes come true

Achieve whatever they are working for and

Hope they hava a blast for their birthday.

Thanks for being such a great friend, I sincerely admit there is no regret on

every second I spent time with you guys.

Thank you for everything you guys given to make my life

less miserable in this wholewideworld.

i LOVE YOU GUYS and for sure

I'm not letting you go...

If something happen...I still hold on to all the thoughts and memory

no matter how sweet or tough it is..

and if we dont have future together, I'm sorry then..but still I want our past...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYG

movies on wed at midvalley

2010-10-01T01:15:00.000-07:00

After MTC016 exam we went straight to Midvalley..
We= Me, Kris, Skiqah, Fiqah Nordin, Fatin Dalila, Syarifa Ju, and Hanny.
I was a little bit sick...n keep upon swallowed my saline to prevent me from throw up at the middle of busy, hazy bus stop..Ju being late ...trouble of getting 603.
and Fatin had to run over to get me panadols..
Thanks Fatin..n Hanny for buying mre the tickets...
After 2 tablets and a nap at i the KTM, im fine..
Actually im quit excited to be in the famous women coach...
eventhough it is not sooo pretty..buty i definitely feel soo women...harharhar
After lunch at Carl's Jr.
We watch thismovie byM. Night Shyamalan...as 4 days ago I talked to Shiqah bout this man, but totallyweasted coz she doesnt know him..huh..I thought he was a man...I mean white...
but hes an Indian..that's SHOCK..i thought it M. Night Shyamalan is just a movie name....
'tweet tweet'
Well,i was in the middle between Fatin Dalila n Ju...
unfortunately me n Ju was the only person who extremely opened our mouth and scream at
not so very n
so very n
very very suspen part...like the whole time?
I have a great day..

first time took a real public transport..which i definitely not going to do that anymore..
cause it very frightening especially at the KL Sentral..its dark and dark and dark...DARK!

I felt the same feeling when I was in the packed KTM with my feeling when I was first time entering government hospital of Parit Buntar...

I just look at the people around..just thinking what is in their mind..
Kinda weird, watching the same situation at different place

*An Indian boy was sick, with his other accompanied him waiting their numbe
r to be called by the nurse..over a hundreds of people..(My reaction: I was standing there: kinda devastated coz as far as I know...I never been in that situation. My thought was empty)

* An Indian mother try to find a seat, so he can control his son..give him a seat on her lap, somehow secure his son...thank God, The Malaysian was the kind-hearted citizen. A Malay Women offered the mother her seats.. (My reaction : Staring, while hugging the train pole...My mind was totally empty...)

great expeienced inded....

Sweet

2010-10-01T00:56:00.000-07:00

Johan: Qaseh boleh sy minta izin sesuatu?......

sudikah awak jd teman hidup sy Qaseh?

Qaseh: En. Johan..Sy..

Johan:Hanya untuk dalam mimpi sy Qaseh..

Sy tahu bunyinya mcm bodoh...kerana relitinya awak tak dpt untuk menerima sy Qaseh..sebab pintu hati awak telah tertutup rapat dan sebab tuah sy memohon keizinan itu:

supaya awak sentiasa dlm ingatan saya

bercinta dgn sya

menjd permaisuri hidup sy

walau hanya dalam mimpi

kerana itu sudah cukup membahagiakan sy...

I was touched by this part in Seputih Qaseh Ramadhan...

INTAN MUNIRAH

2010-09-05T10:01:00.000-07:00

This post is dedicated to dear intan munirah, my bestttt friend

~Congratulation

do your very best!

~ Good Luck in russia

we proud of you

~Take care of yourself honey,

~Thank you for everything

especially your frienddship and your willing to share everything with me,

I can feel, i can feel you baby

eventhough you far away

i can feel, i can feel you baby...why

its not supposed to feel this way

i love you, i need you

~ I love you intan,

please keep in touch...

we'll miss your laugh, your story, your piece of junk thought and

I'll miss everything about you...

Lots of lovelove,

Shakira

2010-08-20T08:16:00.000-07:00

The Rules:- Don't change your top 4.-

Be completely honest (within reason)

List your top 4

1. syira

2. nadd

3. twinny

4. haniz

Are you older than your 2nd person?

yeah by 9 months... like same year twins

Have you gotten "sexual " with your 4th person?

HAHAHA, always :P

If you were to go to Disney world would you take number 1?

of course, if dia nk..

If you were crying would the 3 cheer you up?hm , she'll probably say

"u, u knp ni u? Come kat i..u jgnlah nangis.."

Have you hugged anyone in your top 4? who?

all of them, they r my sygness..

How long have you known 4?

almost 7 years

Who have you known the longest?

number 3

Who did you hang out with Last?

number 1 & 3

Have you ever kissed anyone on your top 4, if so, who?

all of them!

Has 2 ever spent the night at your house?

no , one day perhaps?

When was the last time you talked to 3?

last sunday

Do you love anyone on your top four?

all of them is my sygness

i lovelove survey

2010-08-08T04:59:00.000-07:00

Last person you hugged;-
Shiqah! shiqah!

Last car ride;-
with dad

Last time you cried;-
hari tu, the day i read Lafazkan Kata Cintamu

Last movie you watched-;-
The Soccerer Apprentice : I love Nicholas Cage

Last food you ate;-
Kellogs Riceball share with Haziq :)

Last item you bought;-
VOIR belt kat subang parade

Last shirt you wore;-
wearing it now :)

Last phone call;-
with Bella..tlg beli mcd.

Last text message;-
Ok, no prob sygs - Wan Zul

Last kiss;-
Dad..again

Last thing you touched:-
Ubat gigi :)

Last funeral;-
long long time ago. x igt daah..

Last trip to the mall;-
Sat..
Last person you saw;-
my roommates is right in front of me now..

Last plane ride;-
Last year = to Bandung!

hot!

2010-06-24T01:49:00.000-07:00

hee!!!

menyirap je aku ngan minah sorg ni...

x tau ke klas dia borg..

mau mampos aku duduk dlm kls dia..

bengang je aku!

nk advice ckp la elok2...ni sound2 plak

muka cm taik nyer tak puas hati!

sumpah membara aku!

29 April 2010

2010-04-30T01:22:00.000-07:00

Me & Fiesa went to OU by 12.30 bus..

coincedencely we met Danish just came back from his father office..

he was heading Ou jgk to take care some bussiness

He accompanied us to GSC..

there, we met Xander who just got new job at Itallianese..

while queing..Shobha came with her mom

and James was totally late..but stil being too choosy, he texted me:

"Wait..dun buy yet..im cumin up"

He want to watch Ironman and mistaken the showtime with IP MAN 2..

We lunch at Chillies..One Utame..James apply a job there

So we watched The Crazies again..

James, Shobha,Fiesa ,Me & Xander..

my mum keep calling me in the cinema

And Xander keep passing my bag..& he was sleeping! haih,

After that we shop..

and buying Daisies for Nabilah..Fiesa's sis

My mom going to pick me up at 8..but fiesa have to go back early 4 kicboxing training

so my thought that i'll be with Xander je bacause he already buying tickets 4 iroman at 8.45..

Somehow..we go back to chillies where

Xander ex co-worker mistaken me..

"Hey girl, is Izuddin ypur brother?" he asked me..

I was like."No, hes a friend!" wtf..

Then we saw James & Danish running..

and i n Xander chasing them to the bus stop..Xander told me they missed the bus...

It was heavy raining & a flood & an accident..

it was jammed & the bus cant come in because it was blocked by Tokio Hotel Concert preparation on Saturday..

Then we go back inside & fiesa's mom pick us up..

and James knows a route to skip the traffic..from Sg. Buloh ways..

it was jammed..we changed to used Segi's way

Up till at Kota Damansara..fuck! we stuck! we made an illegal turn

Danish gave his special short route..

and auntie decided to U-turn n followed Danish ways..

But then..Wrong Routes!

We back at Sg. Buloh traffic jammed! and everybody was like "Danish!!!"

and he was like.." Aww shit! I should keep my mouth shut! Sorry..."

So..Thats it..2 hours in a traffic jammed in car in between Danish & James..

2 hours we've been singing..college talk...and much talking & arguing!

Well, at boys & girls talk..the boys officially considered they win just because they hi-5 with each other..i cant hi-5 fiesa because shes holding her sleeping sis...urgh!

and I was like holding james arm in my left and danish arm in my right to kept them from

hi-5ing...gosh! they are so determined to win!

9.11 pm.. I arrived at home..

Wonderful adventures/ evening/loong night..A night that I cant forget in my whole life..

Thank u Auntie for sending us home..and

Happy Birthday Nabilah Salim

Raihan Rosli Birthday Bash

2010-04-25T03:57:00.000-07:00

On 24th April 2010, Raihan & her bro Razzan
happy birthday doll~

xander

the girls..ily

pretty isnt it?

fiesa, me, jivv & K

ME!, jAMES ,jivv new nick name = NIG-LING

yes~ the shortest one is ME!

A walk

captured by Jane

look at Raihan..~so excited

aha~ me, fiesa, jane & jivv

jane loovess candid..she did great..kn?kn?
SWEAT MAN! LOLS

again...

auntie..u soo sexy la

now with izat on the pic..jane~jane

Lastly, to SITI RAIHAN ROSLI:

Happy 18th Birthday..

Wear my present k...

ILY

22 April 2010

2010-04-23T00:48:00.000-07:00

Today, I, Raihan, Iza & Dewi

going to OU..lolsThis movie was awesome..

im freakin terrified!

Han was terrified n continuosly keep her eyes close n screaming

so as izah n dewi..

i jerit sikit2 je cause I wasa busy eating pop corn ~duhh

usually if i watch scary movie with izah, i give her my hand..

but izah is next to dewi..han next to me..

izah nearly tear-off dewi's ears! dia tarik dewi's earring!

After movie all of us was like "HUH........." *relieves

I love this movie..

it was a last minutes plan though..

idk that Chris Evan is on the movie..

I love him! hes hot!

it was full of actrion..and curses too it was FUN!! very2..

"Legless Pooch & Headless Jensen"

lols

in the cinema..

we lunch at The Garden bfr any movie
and then I and Han go to a pace where we shaped our eyebrow..

its hurt..i was about to yell..btw..

to be pretty needs sacrifies n pain!

craps I learn from OPRAH!

tgv's

han..han..

our second home..

after watched The Crazies

Watch the movie..The best friend is soo kind n sweet too..

too bad he got the diseases n died! aww..

I was pretending actually..

Dewi..

we were trying on clothes at Forever..

while Han n Iza reading at MPH

while waiting for my dad..

p/s: I didnt ate my hair!

Conclusion: It was a blast

movies

2010-04-23T00:40:00.000-07:00

This movie was hillarious!

10 thumbs UP!

I watched it with

Dinah, Fiesa, Dewi & Afiq

The part I love the most is the

Robot Sex part...it was GREAT!

i laugh..till my tummy ache..

n Afiq was doing it while we on escalator..

n people was staaaring! Owh..

this movie gives me goose bumps!

but it is really great though..

I watch it with Fiesa, Shobha & Airina..

n we cant figure out which one is real..

the Leornado story or the mental doctor story..

it become a dead end..

and we curiously want to call the director to know whos right!

I love this movie..

Josh Duhame is sooo hot!

and the model guy was ridiculous

so as the artist guy who painted kriten bell picture at 1 building..NAKED!

WE LAUGH! in the cinema..James was singing the theme song..lols
I was with James, Danish n Shobha...

2 Thumbs up!

haih,

2010-04-21T02:13:00.000-07:00

I failed PARKING
its really annoys me!
Thank God I PASSED on the road driving test..
at least its not double humiliation

Retest: 10/5/2010
not going to KMJ....//for sure!

After School Special

2010-04-07T23:28:00.000-07:00

its been ages since i wanted to do The After School Special..

the first time I came here it was very hard to adapt,

and the first year was awesome.. i feel accepted..

i still remember the first person say hello to me..

Nadia Latiff & Hidayah Radzi...haha

it was fun when everybody was asking your name...

and try to befriend with you, and jokes and the pranks!

I gain a lot of something in myself..

somehow i remind myself this is one of unforgettable moment in my life..

this picture shown actually the people who being really nice to me from the starts till the end..

thank you for your kindnest that made me comfortable and

made my stay as beautiful as heaven..

ily 11 of your are part of my happiness
INTAN: Thank you for your company and everything you've done amoi.. all the jokes and laughter will always stay in my morous thoughts... ya tebya ublulu

NADIA: The one year company was awesome.. thank you for what you've done,for telling
me everything,for your honesty and for every smile you made me.. te queiro.

AMELIA: You are my ATOI forever, thanks for sharing everything with me..including your bed during prep time.. All the stupid little jokes and your unique voice of yours for me to hear everyday.. i love you

DAYAH: Thank you my dear for such experince..your prank tips made me jakun and love everytime.. I always remember how I be your KEKEB when you having KEKEBNESS Syndrome.. mey tumse pyar karte he..

HAIZA: Dear thank you for all the guide, and some funny experiences, and for accepted me as your dearly friend..thanks for sharing your bed and remind me of something i

dont remember.. ich liebe dich.

AMILIA: Thanks babe for all the stupid jokes, stupid quest, laughter, make up and everything youve done and gave to me..also for every memorable "drunk" saturday nights.. i love you

FATIN: Thank you for all the activities you invited me too, without your laptop we cannot be members of Kelab Kembara Malam, thanks for your support, games, song and also try to fulfilled all my stupid wishes.. sarang he yo

DINA: Thank you darling for always have my back..thanks for your kind and honesty. and thank you for not judging who i am like some people does..jet'aime jet'adore

HANINA: Thanks syg, for all the jokes, stupid argument and every ticklish shirtless fight, it was very fun but in a really weird way.. i didnt expected to befriend like people like you, as i am.. you are better than other girl i met...very special in your own way.. i love you.

SYIMA: Thanks Darling, for accepting me as your friend, for not judging me in my every act, for sharing everyhing with me..your bed, your knowledge and your locker and.. sarang he yo.

AMIR: Thanks for all the cherish & fun dude.. love it..

i dont know how much thank you should i write..

i menangis time ni tau tak..sebab korg.....

SALLEH: Thanks for being such a good listener and understand my freaking personalities and never doubt my capabilities to do my duty

ZAIRUL: Thank you dear, for share a little bit of your magic.

FARHANA: Thank you for accepting me as your friend.. and always concerne about me,

Goblin thank you for everthing dear.. ya tebya ublulu.

RAEMY: Darling, thank you for making my day alot more easier, for not listening toa ll the shit about me..and thanks for being my friend..

NINA: Thank you syg, for your story, knowledge and more you've done to me.

JEE: Thanks for being such great roommates

AISYAH: Thank yor for understand me, your bed and the laugter..

You all the best roommates ever!

love this.

BELLA: "Kau dan aku adalah 1 tak kira apa, segala rintihan akau..engkau selalu ada"I love you for all the gossiping, yelling and frustrating ime we've been through together.. te queiro.

KAUNSELOR: Thank you for being very supporting to us,to hear all our problems..

and for not be judgemental toward us the different ones.. you are the one of the teacher that will stay our my mind forever.. we love you

FARHAN: Thanks for all the joy,happiness, for not listening to any rubbish about me, for your friendship,accepted me as i am..and being nice eversince you met me.. thanks for listening to all my craps after all..

ARIF: Thanks for cheer me up,enlighted me with your jokes and funny faces..

I never thought u were this cool.. Thanks for lend me your ears..

ANOD: Thanks for the great time and venture to complete our group work..

till we be the best chef in Transkrian..

PAK LAH: Thanks for all the laugh, the food you cook, the stupiq quest and everything you've done at this particular moment...

SYAFIQ: My adik angkat.. thank you sbb lyn all my crazy action towards you,

and cheer me up everytime i saw you

AQIL & HAZIQ AZLAN: Thanks dear for all the memory and activities we've done together..

and for being such a great friend.

it was tiring but worthed every second right?!

ADILAH: Thank you sbb tak pernah merungut, x pernah sshkan akak sekalipun, x pernah buat akak marah sikitpun, thanks sebab bagi great coperation, and be very thruthful and loyal to me..

Akak syg awak...

AIN & JUITA: Thank you for being such a great mentor, classmates, and homeroommates.. thanks for all he fun and guidence... ich liebe dich

AFIQAH: Thanks syg for all the great venture..you x pernah marah or sakitkan hati aku..u always cheer me up.. jet'aime jat'adore

AININA: Thank you for such being a great friends, always open for me at your side and always tell me stories about young couples...te queiro

SABRINA: Thank you syg, at least i know you do concerne about me and never care about all the shit they said about me..

DANIAL: Than for all the joke i dont even understand..but it was fun knowing you..

that time we are blessed by the happiness

NAJEE: Thank you for all the joy and gosiping stuff, you always being so helpfull to us and always have time to spend to do crazy @ stupid stuff with us..

FADZLIE: Thanks for not gnoring me after all the shit, thanks for te time and listening part and for all the time you spend to hear all my craps nights by nights...

MEON: Thanks for all the fun, for the time you spend to with me, for the laugh and jokes

AMIRA: Thank you for all the saturday prep time we spend, for all the stories, and experience shared.... i love you

EZZAH & FARAH: Thank you because be yourself, i suke u bising2.. and for all the gossiping and stuff we done, the coperation you gave to the handball team... sarang he yo.

REDZA: Thanks sbb x perah sshkan I and still asked to take picture together after the shit.

Our quality time together... thank God it happen.

AFFIQ: Thanks because you treat me well and always have time for my craps!

DAYAH R , SUMAIYAH , AFIQAH, ATIKAH , AADILAH: Thank you for all the joy and cheris, shared everything with me and never anything to hurt my feeling... Jet'aime Jet'adore

SYAFIQAH: Thanks because spend time in my room for almost every evening.. Thanks for all the jokes and the phone pranks..i really had fun

SYAMIR: Thank you for your help and always smile..jokes and made my stay not so deppressing

NAZRIN: Thanks dear because you never get mad at me, hand me very with a lot of patience and thank you for all your time and activities we've done together..

ZEEHA: Thanks because you willing to sat next to e in every clasa for two years in a row..

Thanks for all the guidence, joy,laughter, and coz x pernah berkira dgn I... ich liebe dich

the beautiful fairy tale is now unforgettable history..

Once again, I presented my appreciation for being my friend, to accept me for who I am..

for your friendship,thye important thing is for not leave me no matter what happen or what ever rumors says about me, thanks for your time spend me...really I'm really gratefull to have you as my friend..I LOVE YOU and thank you for everything..

Thanks also to the teachers Mr. Samsudin Suip, En. Asnor, Che Kot, Puan Che Su, Pn. Haslinda, Ustaz, Cikgu Khairul, Cikgu Zamira, Cikgu Fa, Cikgu Hazleen, Cikgu Fazli, Miss Afida, Miss Fida, Miss Maryam, Cikgu Situ Rohaida, and Cikgu Siti Zurhaida.

because of you all Transkrian left me some sweet memories.

XOXO, kYRA

A day before SPM result

2010-03-10T02:06:00.000-08:00

Allah, aku dah x reti nk buat pe ni..

LOST

in my own morous thought

Away to PERAK

2010-03-01T00:36:00.000-08:00

Last Friday on 26 Feb..

I was awy to Perak..for a reason..

it was my cousin Hafiz engagement on the Saturday..

So I tookm the chance to mingle with my family member..

My god! miss them so much.. beloved Irshad..usually I called him Angah

beloved Ashraf...

beloved Cik Din..Ashraf's dad with Irshad..

beloved Mak..my dad's sister

take 2

my belove Abg Zaireen

take 3

my Uncle Syukri..

fave male couzie ever..

oops! you too..beloved Rahimy

biras with biras

Abg Ismad and Kak Siti (Hafiz fiancee)

Then, my family leave home after the kenduri finish ..it was me alone..

We go there by bus..I was soo excited kot

it is like in one of the hindustan movie I watch..like a dream come true..

we headed to some factory that made Labu Sayong first before to Lumut..

it was fun!

at the jeti..with Ashraf

beloved Rahimy..happening

with Emi..nearly got wet

Kak Syira & Abg Heirul

beloved Wanie

my guardian angel that day..

I got 2 and she got 4..

beloved them..ily..

Adam Hareez..tired kot..Kak Syira's son

part of us.. while waiting for Mama..

Emi cant stop by his ~happening stuff

Canon guy

I was snapping them..while they are making jokes bout a girl in leopard sweater..

what la you guys..

my soo not last snap..

ada lg tapi mls la...

It was happening and really slurped my energy..

but wake up my dead soul..and it was..

never ended memory..

Thanks Mak Long, Khairul, Zeefa, Emi, Angah,Mama, Wanie,Along, Abang Ismad, Icky, Raisya, Kak Siti, Mak, Abg, Kak Lin,Nisha, Kak Syira, Abang Herul, Adam, Cik Din, Ashraf, Kak Biela, Abg Faiz, Danial, Ayu, Cik Talib, Sin Chan, Anwar & Uncle Hamzah

xoxo

love you all

15 FEBRUARY 2010

2010-02-16T04:52:00.001-08:00

We're having dinner at McD..I arrive at 7.30

we talked much..and laugh..

most of it about works,college, tips and of course James experience in NS and old times..

Fiesa and Jane recommended me to watch My name is Khan..

and James cant stop speaking 'Sabahan'..with the 'baahh..'

he taught us jolok=sebentar in Dusun language..

and we keep saying the word jolok all the time..

and James said Sanjiv was high that time..fuhh..

also..Im not sure wheter Jane or Roeshan considering to take my advise

and do a nose job..*we know who will..

laughter..*shaking

listening to James ghost story in the camp..

JAMES

USROESHAN AND ALYFFIESA, XANDER ALYF AND CHIA
believe it or notChia dont know where I was after form 3...hahaJAMES AGAIN..

building his character as Brad Pittjane and miss imperfect..Fiesacrumping Danish...sanjiv dudehahah...
After dinner the boys wanted to play CS..
Then we walked all the way to Aladdin..
jauh..*all of us sweating like hell..
stop by at Maybank..to feel the free air-conditioning..
then, Alyf planned for all of us playing CS..
they were damn loud in the CC..and the first time im in CC at night..
Im not playing, just watching seat for them..and watching them playing and shouting..
all of them was like screaming, I, Jane and Fiesa was like scolding them to shut up..
*"I'm a terrorist! hey, stop killing each other.." Xander
*"Xander..shhh.." Me
*"Why? Why are u both whispering?"~ blank look
*"Its disturbing others.." said Jane..He scoff at us..
back to shouting event..

"Am I dead? Am I?" Fiesa asking wearther shes dead..
unfortunately..Alyf kill her..
R.I.P

Xander (Iskandar Izzudin for long)
dont forget to leave him some tips when u dine at Chillies, One Utama
However, it was fun..and
a picture worth a thousand word..
thanks you guys for the night..
XOXO.

13 &16 February 2010

2010-02-16T04:41:00.000-08:00

13 February I my dad, wawan and Syafiqa, excitedly watching this movie..

the hero was damn handsome..

even its hard to admit, Percy Jackson, is the new Harry Potter..

On 16 February 2010, I am excitedly...

go to Cathay Cinema Curve watching..

with my sister, I cried several times..sedih sanagt..

and I really love the dialogue..

"My name is Khan and Im not a terrorist.." *its a WOW

14 February 2010

2010-02-14T05:01:00.000-08:00

Well, today we all go back to Kuala Kangsar to attend my relatives wedding day..

She got married in V's day.. How F***ing romantic is that!

Accept Syafika, she had to babysit Acu (my youngest aunt, on my mum side)..

She sick..and her face was like swollen..

Back to story,I kind of enjoyed somehow being centre of attention..

haha..I get dresser in the car..

It's hard to put on contact in moving vehicle though..TADA!!!

My mum looking for my missing dad???
crowds...

me at the wedding,

*peluh peluh wink wink

the brides wore pink songket..

the married guy was good looking but thin...

very greeny...

sure Raihan love it!

Baby Hazif Hail is my new cousin sons of aunt Inut (my mother second sister)

He survive the crowd and the hot sun..Yay!!

Then we go enjoyed "Laksa Pak Ngah." One of my fave laksa stall in K.K

we go there with my uncle (my mother's brother)..that I officially called "Yayang"

and my other 3 cousin Naqib, Shasha and Iqin.

When we just about to make a turn to get out of the simpang, Yayang called..

He had an emergency at the Shell Petrol Station..

"Mama, kitaorg kat Shell, kereta pancit.."Naqib call my mum.

Then, my uncle try to change the tyre but it was a disaster when

the screw came out from the tyre..how impossible..

and the funnier part is they stopped exactly in front of "Kedai Keranda Wang" *laughing

the funniest part is..Naqib was talking to the chinese man..and that man suggesting one of the workshop that open on Sunday, then my cousin told him all shops are closed becaused of CNY..

and believe it or not, the old man forgot that today yis CNY..* hahaha

so all of us cramped in Serena..heading to Ipoh..

My aunt which I called "Jaja" (my uncle Yayang's wife) had decorated her house

to English style and she took it very seriously, look at some of the pic...

I love this, These are some collection of chocolate boxes..

Then my mum drove back to Damansara..

I was ZZzzzzz..all the way..(hey I can't drive)

Owh yea..I saw this two gorgeouse bag in one blog my Acu show to me just now..

I'll kill to get this bags..

This one is Bensy Johnson cost RM430

and this one is Baby Phat by KLS

also

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY.....

11 February 2010

2010-02-12T00:28:00.000-08:00

I, Neez and Izah kuar nk tgk movie ni.
because I have to be in Perak on 14 to attend a wedding

GSC is full booked so we watched it at TGV

before that we lunch at The Garden
and tempat dia cantik sangat...very flowery

Well, I love the desert The Red Apple Sorbet..delicious

when the waiter give us a Valentines card each..Neez was like

"Owh..kat dorg x pyh bg coz dorg x de bf..kan?kan?"

*Izah grm and determine to find a date on Valentines

*the waiter laugh

~visiting Ieqa at Rotiboy

Plus, the movie was romantic..best giler..

and almost 95% of the audience is couples..

I love Patrick Dempsey and the little boy, who ordered flowers to ask his teacher to be his Valentines..so sweet..

2 THUMBS UP FOR THIS MOVIE!

Waiting for the lif, b'coz Neez was tired of walking..
then tunggu lif yang lama
and she's kept bugging us about how unfortunate I and Izah to not have a bf at this point.she kept laughing and annoyed us..
kitaorg je dalam lif 2 BTW,
and kitaorg x tangkap gambar bnyk sangat coz pnt and x sempat

I was damn sure Guess is on G floor, but Neez said it was LG, degil!
so kenalah naik 1 more floor..naik escalator
and I was looking at this guy * handsome but Malay
then, that guy remove his black shade and looked back at me..
I naik and dia turun..bila berselisih, he move towards our side
and suddenly approached me and said
"Hi, you sorg?" *smiling + its hot + nice cologne
* I was shocked and looked at Neez
*Izah already making her weird face
"Knp dia ckp dgn u?"Neez tanya
*We laughed...
*Then, I was curious, and look back
The guy was smiling..haha
*"maybe dia nmpk longkang u kot u.."Neez merepek, then
jumpa Yah and Danish, we told them about the guy and
Yah was like.."What?! Bodoh!"
Then sending Neez to Ammar,
Yah,I,Izah and Danish jalan2..
then, we decided to go to Dreamworld..
but dorg dah cleared the pic section..banyak kitaorg paste pic kitaorg..
kitaorg pilih booth yang ada kipas..

*frustrated

see, my hair mcm berterbangan..
*wink wink

We thought nak meet Fakh, but dia keje..
tHEN, visiting ~Jason at Orginal Fake
and ~Shobha at Dorothy Perkins
After sending Yah and Danish to GSC
I and Izah went to Jusco, lapar la..
Then my dad pick me up..after finished his conference at Putrajaya
*my dad met the Prime Minister
*wink wink
Then we all go to Uptown..having dinner

1 February 2010

2010-02-01T03:27:00.000-08:00

Today I get damn bored...
So..I ask my dad to drop me at any place..and he drop me at OU..
I call Yah...unfortunately dia cuti..
Then I call Fakh..and guess what?
Dia keje...I met him at TGV..
and I ask him to get me the ticket for Adnan Semp-it..
Sebab malu kot nak bli ticket Adnan Semp-it ni..
and dia belikan I seat hjg sekali..appara!!
After send him work..I spend my time at MPH!
My favourite store! after Tommy Hilfiger..

Wow! cite ni kelakar kot..

dunno why i pick this movie...i guess seru neez sampai kat I...hahah

kelakar kot..and

The "Cikaro" was funny!

and the movie was damn sweet anyways..

I cant resist to watch him again after the Jgn Pndg Blkg Congkak..

Well...2 thumbs up!

Its really good to hanging out with my self..

29 January 2010

2010-02-01T03:18:00.000-08:00

Today...

I, Neez,Izah, Yah and Ieqa kuar ou..

It was a fuun day actually...

Thank God Yah called awal told she was coming..

if not sure terlps movie..

Coz Ieqa ckp Yah keje..

Neez keep buzzing me to watch Adnan Sempit...no one agree

Then, ingat nak tgk Haunted University..before we know it was Thailand..haish!

Then, kittaorrg decided to watch Tooth Fairy..

The Rock was hilarious!

Bfr movie jumpa Fakh the he dragged us from Topman to Arena..jauh kot!

and Neez start to take off her shoe..

Tooth Fairy was definately worth it...

RM 11 is paid off and GSC sejuk..

and then I and Yah kejar 1 mat salleh ni..

Damn! Comey kot!

haih,

2010-01-25T07:35:00.001-08:00

just finish watching MY GIRL ep 13..
sure its a good movie..
hope my first kiss will be that way to be exact like
Soel Gong-Chang and Joo Yoo-rin
just playfull,sweet and of course romantic..

Today

2010-01-19T02:18:00.000-08:00

12.o5 p.m
Syeikh Ikhwan call me..
suprise..
My God, rindu gler kat mamat itam tu..
haih..dah bsr dah kau..
1.45 pm
Fatin Mira call I dia ngan Batkah nak gi BJ
Most of my friend working part time..
Then she send me gambar Nadhirah tgh keje McD..
3.08 pm
Amar,Neez and Man pick me up kat umah..
then izah..Man were looking for Izah everywhere..
Then drop kat francis hantar gambar..n izah sign up for KPP class.
Jumpa Syira kat Kopicana jap..
She said no!
for me to join the internet date..
Then makan kat Secret Recipes..
i had Chicken Cordon Bleu and Classic Cheese.
Pastu gi Sweety..jumpa jongang!
Haniz was like showing her teeth all around.
Then to Watson and Guardian
then balik..
Neez mention me about work..
I mmg nak keje..
bosan stay rumah.
n for most keje dapat duit..
duduk rumah mengadap muka shazwan sesen tak de faedah.
heish! harap my dad bagi..
badly needed money for:

Gossip Girl Season 1- RM79.90
Gossip Girl Season 2- RM 99.00
My Girl- RM48.00
Full House- RM48.00

I nak benda ni..so badly need the RM300. Hope my parent bagi I keje..I NAK!!

from mimie

2010-01-08T04:24:00.000-08:00

1. The phone rings; who do you want it to be?

~mat salleh yg purpose me jd gf dia..*huh?

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?

urm..noo,

3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?

both ,im not deaf or mute

4. Do you take compliments well?

very ,

5. Do you play Sudoku?

nope!

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?

i think i will..

7. Do you like to ride horses?

love to,

8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?

is 9 yo considered as kid?

9. What was your favorite game as a kid?

playing house & play dough..

10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it?

once, I do response to a newly wed who i think try to get attention..well, it gone well..hehe

11. Have you lied to get out of a date?

???next q!

12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?

abseloutely, my dreams come true!

13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued?

be pursued,

14. Use three words to describe yourself?

laugh,smart and sexy? haha

15. Do any songs make you cry?

yiruma-kiss the rain

16. Are you continuing your education?

sooner or later will be!

17. Do you know how to shoot a gun?

its easy ryte? try me..

18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed?

my phone..*999 on the line.

19. How often you read books?

when im not busy..

20. Do you think more about the past, present or future?

all of it..

21. What is your favorite children's book?

Hansel & Gretel

22. What color are your eyes?

wearing cntact..original is undefined,

23. How tall are you?

157cm only..

24. Where is your dream house located?

hills side,

25. Do you have a secret fetish?

hmmmm??

26. Have you tried sushi?

i ♥ sushi vm,

27. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?

u guys dont? pufs!

28. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?

nvr been to..

29. When was the last time you were at Church?

nvr been to but seen one,

30. Where was the furthest place you traveled today?

can count, I was out for the whole day,

31. What was your favorite job?

a gf to a billionaire celeb

32. Do you like mustard?

yew!!

33. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?

Zzzzz...

34. Do you look like your mom or dad?

both ,

35. How long does it take you in the shower?

~10 min

~30 min

~an hour

36. Can you do the splits?

proudly yes!

37. What movie do you want to see right now?

Did You Hear About The Morgans ,The Stepfather. The Toothfairy, The Spy next door,

Alice in Wonderland & Valentine's Day

38. If you could fast forward your life, would you?

hhmm..just skip the boring part

39. What did you do for New Year's?

ou, midnight movie Old Dogs

40. Do you think The Grudge was scary?

kinda

41. Could you relate to a character in Mean Girls?,

maybe, try to annoys me!

42. Do you own a camera phone?

who dont?freak!

43. Do you have an "ex box" with pics and letters from past lover?

virgin,

44. Was your mom a cheerleader?

my mom, long way to go..

45. What's the last letter of your middle name?

dont have one,

46. Do you like your middle name?

x de,

47. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?

10 or 9 or ten hours

48. Do you like care bears?

x, out of my list.

49. What do you buy at the movies?

popcorn

50. Do you know how to play poker?

51. Do you wear your seatbelt?

hate to,

52. What do you wear to sleep?

bj n panty,

53. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?

hhmm..jrg balik,

54. How many meals do you eat a day?

sesuka hati,

55. Is your tongue pierced?

takk

56. Ever meet anyone you met on myspace?

loads,

57. Do you read myspace bulletins?

if its interesting,yea..

58. Do you like funny or serious people better?

funny la..

59. Ever been to L.A.?

hope will be,

60. Did you eat a cookie today?

tak ,

61. Do you use curses words in other languages?

when im mad,

62. Do you steal or pay for your music downloads?

download la,

63. Do you hate chocolate?

wtf?

64. What do you and your parents fight about the most?

my social life

65. Are you a gullible person?

nope!

66. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?

fine without them, but need my girls,

67. If you could have any job what would it be?

An Ambassador, ahaha

68. Are you easy to get along with?

very, just poke me..

69. What is your favorite time of day?

12.00 a.m-1.00 a.m, the nanny show..

4 JANUARY 2010

2010-01-05T01:12:00.000-08:00

It takes; 7 missed called from the twins
4 missed called from nadd
3 msg from the twins
1 msg from nadd
to wake me up, utk kuar that day...pns telinga...
I, nadd, yah, iqah n fakh kuar to watch this movie!!!
then danish dtg...
uhu!! dia knl I..bangga uuu!!!
first i was like wtf?! A&TC2..coz i nk tgk D.U.H.A.T.Morgans

/konon..

we we're staring t danish? tah ape dia merepek?!

supposed to be nadd..but iqah instead

take 1#

take 2#take 3#

my best friend since I was 9 years old..

Sek agama Saidatina Khadijah..hehe.igt?!

before movie we go to the arked..

konon2..i mat rempit & nadd minah rempit! agree?

the, bfr headed home..gi dreamworld dulu..

chaous..sume pic tah pe2..

not even 1 pic ada pic danish coz he try to make himself capture dr cam bwh..mengarut!

haha..fun days..

Thank you LOVER

p/s: fakh larat angkat I..eventhough looks keding,shy2, n not very man2 one,kuat dowh kau!

I'M 18!

2010-01-03T07:58:00.000-08:00

BIRTHDAY WISHES
these are the person who wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, in order

~zairul azahari zainul abidin
~dina syazawani mahayuddin
~siti syafiqah safaruddin
~nur syamimi shif
~nur hidayah radzi
~nur farhana ali
~siti syahirah safaruddin
~nur hasyima mohd noor
~haiza nadia azalli
~fatin amira zainal
~nadia fathiha ismail
~fahrul aminuddin baharom
~fatin amilia abdul ghani
~nur syahirah safri
~annur ruslan roslan
~intan munirah thoupek
~siti raihan rosli
~haniz zahira ghazalli
~rozita zakaria
~fikri abazah jaffar
~wardah jaffar
~shazwan abazah
~syafiqah fikri abazah
~nur adilah kamarul bahrin
~nur khaireen kamarul bahrin
~aliza lod
~OPAHKU YG TERSYG!
~fitri syafiq
~siti mahirah rahizan
~jayanthi palani
~roshni vena
~nur sabrina noraslan
~rozina zakaria
~ahmad syaddad ahmad said
~nur ain izzaty rosli
~hafrina hazirah hafizee
~nabilah mat pozian
~nurul ain zainuddin
~elyn fardyana
~nafisa salim
~nur hanina hamid
~nur izzah amir hussin

WOW! now im entering the legal world
how cool is that?dunno

my wish is;

~straight 9A+ in SPM
~Scholarship to further study especially SPC
~Studying in abroad university
~Zairul will kneel down and keep his promise as I am trying to..
~dapat first bf mat salleh!

lastly,

HAPPY 18 BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Day out

2010-01-03T07:17:00.000-08:00

Today, I,nadd,eza n neez
my dad anta..thanks pa..
gi sunway piramid..but eza sangat lembap kot...
kitaorg tunggu eza..

we were acting like LALA

then gi ice skating..*licin

best sangat..nadd skate well

izah x nak cuba langsung..i n neez was ok..bnyk spend tepi dinding

n then I was talking to the anonymous guy ni

"boleh u bwk i gi sana?" *towards neez

and he was like *chuckles then bg tgn dia kt i..

neez was like.."knp dia pgg tgn u.."

I was like..."I x knl dia.."

"i noe.." *blank!

I fall 2 kali..nsb a suar spare...

syok! firs time skate...haha..

toilet is a must!
bfr

ice!

LOOK AT ME!Then, kitaorg gi curve sbb x puas hati x buy ape2..

~tgk fiesa work..

~dine at paddingto house of pancake

~hvg fight kat diva (excluding me n iza)

nadd n neez being such a LALA

Sorok air from nadia..
bfr baliklastly..this is LALA's choice

~ nadd's silver

~neez's pink
~iza's light blue

~me! purple & turqouise

P/S: Thanks korg!

the best birthday ever bfr attending the matured world of reality

Past & Future

2010-01-03T07:06:00.000-08:00

stayed single for the whole year(x)
made out in/on a car()
kissed in the snow( )
celebrated Halloween( )
kissed in the rain(x)
had your heart broken(x)
broke someone else’s heart(x)
had a stalker(x)
went over the minutes on your cell phone(x)
had a good relationship with someone( x)
someone questioned your sexual orientation( )
gotten pregnant( )
had an abortion()
have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget()
done something you’ve regretted(x)
lost faith in love( )
kissed under a mistletoe()

OTHER
painted a picture(x)
wrote a poem(x)
ran a mile( x)
shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch()
posted a blog(x)
listened to music you couldn’t stand(x)
went to a sleepover( )
went camping(x)
threw a surprise party(x)
laughed till you cried(x)
laughed till you peed in your pants (almost)(x)
visited a foreign country(x)
cut in a line of waiting people(x)
told someone you were busy when you weren’t(x )
partied to celebrate the new year( )
cooked a disastrous meal(x)
lost something/someone important to you(x)

In 2009 I…
broke a promise(x)
lied(x)
went behind your parents back(x)
cried over a broken heart(x)
disappointed someone close(x)
hid a secret(x)
pretended to be happy( x)
slept under the stars( )
kept your new years resolution( )
forgot your new years resolution(x)
met someone who changed your life(x)
met one of your idols()
changed your outlook on life(x)
sat home all day doing nothing(x)
pretended to be sick(x )
left the country( )
almost died()
given up something important to you()
lost something expensive(x)
learned something new about yourself(x)
tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it(x)
made a change in your life( x)
found out who your true friends were()
met great people(x)
stayed up til sunrise(x)
cried over the silliest thing(x)
was never home on weekends( )
got into a car accident()
had friends who were drifting away from you(x)
had someone close to you die( )
had a high cell phone bill(x )
spent most of your money on food( x)
had a fist fight(x)
went to the beach with your best friend(x)
saw a celebrity(x)
gotten sick(x)
liked more than 5 people at the same time(x)
became closer with a lot of people()

DAY OUT

2009-12-23T04:46:00.000-08:00

Today, gi OU with Nad
supposed to lepak ngan hani jugak, but dia tgk avatar.
It's fun really..
from kebab king..then jumpa hani jap..
hani with heiya...

jumpa arina dengan bf dia..
sweet la bdk 2!
berapa kali terserempak!

after that we were walking from store to store
cari cotton on haniz la..
after all jumpa...we all gelak tgk keadai haniz..
such shiny bags & fancy shoes
then nad said,
"lets jumpa ammar?" and I was like,
"ok.. I pun dah lama x jumpa ammar"
mcm baboon aku tgk bdk 2!
serabai!
then perasan hot!
OMG! x leyh belah!
Kitaorang rileks jap kat luar teman ammar smoke..
He's with syimir..
n i ingat dia mcm kitaorg finish school tapi dia x!
Matured muka budak skewl 2!

After that,
jln2 sekejap..before met fakh kat depan topshop.
He was showing us the jacket he want and the shoe
dengan jenama "OritsukeTiger"..damn what the hell is that name?
and kasut 2 kaler hijau kuning?
'what the fakh?'

pastu, we all go back to SJ beli nadd punye pencil box.
then nadd tot nk tgk movie tp x de yg best..
fakh seen them all..

so gi boling!
kurg ajar nyer fakh..
I kalah
dgn kaki x pakai socks! haiyoo!
next time we'll started over!

kat escalator jumpa James..
haih! makin hensem bdk 2!
nasib dia ingat nama I, if not I bunuh dia!

after boling, nadd teman I gi MPH
she said buku I mcm 15 yo,
then I change beli little black dress nyer buku..
and fakh being sarcastic bile dia tahu I bc novel bm..
whats wrong with that..
2 org 2 la..mcm2..
buying card for James..
wrote them at Crispy Crap dengan pen RM1.15...
cam bodoh!
"To our lover?" i cant belive myself written that
"I love your chest?" ???huh???
"Do you have 6 pads?" funny!
then gi famous amous getting James a heart lolipop!

then kul 6 I blk,
tiring but extremely fun & hot day!

My Graduation Day

2009-10-23T06:40:00.000-07:00

Yes! Yes! and Yes! I finally graduate...Yay me! with bella
<3 dad

<3 opie

<3 manikantan

<3 KOPETRA teachers

<3 mum

<3 dad again

<3>

owh..he's the chairperson today..so sweet la you..

she draw a smile on me everytime he opens his mouth

mum n dad gave me..blue roses..<3!

<3 mr.najie..

ceyh merajuk?haha..even you are after aiman..but you are the sweetest man..

<3 syima

<3 adlil

<3>

He looks so handsome in that blue songket..

I lost my feet on ground when I saw him..very gentlemen

Nice is it...

<3 my roommates

<3>

penat die lyn I..sweating hard..:)

<3>

I dgn Tokoh Pelajar tu..Told u salleh...kn betul u dapat.Congrats!

<3 mr.jong

he: sat next to me..same pointer 2.72

hhmm..find me..

very excited waiting to receive my honour

Well, today is very tiring yeat one of the best day of my life..

MAJLIS DEEPARAYA

2009-10-23T01:13:00.000-07:00

On Thursday, we had the DEEPARAYA CELEBRATION,

it was tiring yet a fun day..of course

before gi dewan,pose

with hairy danial..

with mr Sallehuddin..pres bwp.

with afif..haha..jgn marah D.R saje je..

<3>

I really fall for this guy..and he know i..damn embaressing man..

at cafe..thirsty

tennis court

bella & putera idaman transkrian 2009 : imran mahzan

all of us..

sporting la ustaz
my KLCC

frankly said, i have fun, actually there is more but too lazy la nak download..

totally a histrorically moment!

Weekends & Laman Ombak

2009-10-18T09:35:00.000-07:00

I had to back this weekend

at the curve hang out with my family and Fatin Amilia..

yeah...

ada tag harga kat situ..

"adik, x boleh ambik gambar?" what the hell?

today, I go to ou..watching whiteout..then go to LAMAN OMBAK.

well, there is so much fun..

at the gazebo..cantik

take 1

this is hakim omar..he used to be my childhood bestie :)

sekarang we all dah grown up..hahah..segan! Nice time anyway!
funny bro?
take 2

uncle musyidi n chicken

night

Lastly,

HAPPY 17 TH BIRTHDAY

MY DEAR LOVELY TWINS

ILY <3

IMY <3

FRUSTRATED

2009-10-06T22:22:00.000-07:00

TYSON RITTER IS COMING TO MALAYSIA!

SA AS THE OLD AMERICAN REJECT!

FUCKING FRUSTRATED RIGHT NOW!

the all american reject is 10 minutes in my house and i am a hundreds miles away!
* duh!
*sobs..
FRUSTRATED..
WHY THIS IS HAPPENING TO ME..

I LOVE YOU

TYSON RITTER

2009-10-06T22:10:00.000-07:00

Do you think if you died that the last person you kissed would even care?
yeah, hello! he?she kissed me?duh*

How many arguments have you had with the last person you kissed?
*blank

If the last person that you kissed said they wanted to marry you, what would you say?
it depends..im not marrying any ass hole or a girl..

Who were you in the car with last?
mama and dad

What are you hoping for?
9a'S for SPM & achieve 010110

Have a best friend?
yeap..want names?

Who was the last person you had a phone conversation with for more than 2 minutes?
tanvi
Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
haha, no.

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
maybe :)

How was last night?
dissapointing

Do you like being around a large group of friends, or a best friend?
depends, ikut mood.

Have you ever seen your best friend(s) cry?
yeah

Where is the next place you will go?
to my room..

Have you cried in the past 48 hours at all?
nope! im not that emotionAl

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
class..too early doe..

When was the last time you cried?
last 2 weeks..

Where do you keep your money?
my purse n in my locker

Who is the last person to text you?
zahira

What was the best movie you have seen in the past two weeks?
FD IV..:)
Are you going to have a good night?
not really

Do you trust all of your friends?
nOT SO..

What are you listening to?
mariah carey, obsessed :)

What is something you learned today?
haha..i fall asleep in physic clas is that count as learning?

Are you happy?
kind of..hope I have my guardian angle with me..

movie!!

2009-09-24T10:08:00.000-07:00

FINAL DESTINATION IV

I just watch it,

not bad..as good as the other FD.

the hero is hot!

haha..burning!

3rd raye..

2009-09-24T10:02:00.000-07:00

we go to Ipoh sebentar..
after asar..
we are back to d'sara...

muah!habis dah raya..

2009-09-24T09:46:00.000-07:00

Second raye..

nothing much..

just we all buat open house for our relatives..

best, and penat, and ramai..

but the best part of course duit raye,,

and all the complement are superb..hehe..

yg nyata..I am younger than syafiqa..n im prettty..bombastics!

hah..

the cleaning part was fun..

with water & soap..

main skate..best la you...

also the three kiddo..

having fun with me & mr splash!

me& daim,shasha n damia

Kesian HH,

x leyh join coz die bru wat rebonding..huhu..

n then we all go to my moms ex nanny when she was young,

my god! I love her,

mmg keje die mencarut je..

x terkire berapa kali mak aku kena "GAMPANG" dengan die..

n shes calling my sister "LEPEK!"

serve u right..

first raye..

2009-09-24T09:09:00.000-07:00

first raye kat Perak,

Tp Mr. Camera i x pgg..so x bnyk pic i bored..
I thought I woke up at 10 but it just 8.30..miracle.

we all raye kat Tualang Sekah,

Yuhu!!!

someone teringin with my kasut raya..

well2..It's Crocs and its Rm 249..

there is where my atuk came from..He used to be Penghulu there..haha

after that,

we are heading to Kuala Kangsar, my nenek born there,

we go to Pak Id's..

kat sana

all my uncle and cousins are there, serious KECOH!

n my uncle, Mr.Akhir & Tok Uncle..wreaks havoc..

especially when I didn't know what is kacan kuda, but when I saw the kacang,

I called it kacang K _ L I _ G..mana la I tahu..

and ada LAKSA..YUMMY!

then, we go to our kg,

all of us..called it "Darat"

I was damn excited to go to the kandang kambing..

me & KAMBING

gosh!

kmbg die gler besar..n that time..they was hungry..

n it was first time, I was in kndg kambing...haha

nice raye for spm candidates like me...

malam raya!

2009-09-22T08:25:00.000-07:00

we all are still in kl..
dgr pengumuman raya kat tv..
after isyak bru bertolak..
sampai2 je..
HH bru lps kena mrh dgn mummynye coz she poops in pants!

Camping?

2009-09-18T09:30:00.000-07:00

on tue,
after Math exam..
we all thought of something that can cheer us up..
So we all gather in the ironing room..
we perform choir..entitle "you raise me up"
then, we play some games...

exercise
yoga
meditation
the truth
5 sentence essay
cak kli cak
murder & victim
dancing

*sway*
ten milia n syima pnt after boom boom pow, so dorg baring kt tepi..
me either..so I ddk atas meja..
intan join me a minute later...
amelia, hanina,dayah,ten mira,bella,din,and hyza...vigorously
menari cm x ingat dunia with the lights off..
suddenly,

A sudden *bang!*
took us by suprise..
hoi!! korg buat ape mlm2 bute ni?!!
firstly ingat nk marah, terkejut gler babe..
sekali warden dtg...
n she is our pj teacher..
dah la die pakai kain batik, nsb x terlondeh tgh 2 gak
I n intan freeze atas meja..
hanina n amelia..I can't imagine how shock they are..
dia maki2...mana x dah kul 3 pg kowt..
then dia ambik flip flop dayah dia baling kt kitaorg..
ceyh..nasib x kena..
pastu dia suruh beratur..
seriously we all ingat nk kena sepak..
amelia lg parya, die ingat warden 2 srh beratur nk msk bilik ridiculous!
tp dia suruh turun bawah
n we all ingat nk kena jemur tgh hujan..

then we get in the store..
dia srh kms store pj 2..
n she lock us inside..
hanina sengal buat cerita horror movie lak...
bngang aku kt situ..

45 minutes later, tetibe lampu pdm..
i sure cuak..
intan cr torchlight, and 5 of them pgg besi, in case, ada org jht..
biler dayah open the door..
FCUK!
Warden berdiri cam hantu tgk dpn 2 x bersuara..
fuh..scary gler..

die cm mrh skit..
intan try to control her laugh..
i beside her...
"klu buat lg sy srh berkhemah tgh pdg.."
I n inttan try control gelak..i gelak sbb intan courege me to do so..
n intan busted n she pissed off.....

she called intan and asked her to pick a tent..
mmg cuak babe, xkan nk camping kul 4.15 pg kowt..haih,
lastly,
coz of intan, 12 of us, berhimpit dlm 1 tent till kul 5.30
haha..kat dpn rmh die..
experience kowt,
tp malu ar, org bngn sahur..lalu lalan, cm sial je mulut sensorg..

but we nvr blame anyone..
pg 2..mmg sumpah mengantuk la wei..
tido kt library from 8 to 11.30 pg..
haha..so much fun ..
Thanks for the good times guy..luv u all

ceyh, ni la brunya warden naik sbb bising..morons!
if x fhm lg dunno la kn..fuck off,
coz you'll going down with your word which came from your mouth that smells like your dirty asshole.

P/S: All of us, get an A for our PJ result..haha..and the warden kind of proud with us..:)

Intan's Birthday

2009-09-18T03:49:00.000-07:00

Intan's Birthday is on Monday,
on 14 September..i think..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY INTAN MUNIRAH

that night..
on 12.39 p.m we all wish her and make her talk about her wishes..
then, I ttp mulut die..
Fcuk!
she;s struggling & shouting hard at me & hyza..
others try ikat die punye kaki & tgn..
n die gigit tgn i..haram mengade!
pastu we all carried her to toilet & tie her up to a chair..

mlm 2..
i buat my posyen for intan

air +sabun bj+milo cereal+1/2 gelas gula+1 paket ice peach tea+1 box of dairy milk

double yew!
after conteng muke die with celak, written LEHIAQ & BP
I n hanina mandikan die with my posyen..
haha..yew
damn disgusting kot..
n she can't stop screaming!

BTW, It is the best among the all time :)

Merdeka Day

2009-08-30T09:28:00.000-07:00

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY MALAYSIA
HAPPY MERDEKA MALAYSIA
SELAMAT HARI MERDEKA MALAYSIA
MERDEKA! MERDEKA!

Survey taken from haniz

2009-08-30T08:49:00.000-07:00

How many texts are in your inbox?
129 msgs

When did your last hug take place?
on friday, with opah!

Who was the last person you talked to?
ayah!

Whats the first text in your inbox say?
Omg.Yea ke? Fcuk. Hm. Ngn yah n izah

When was the last time you smiled?
just now. while watching Hati Malaya.

Does anyone like you as more than a friend?
i have no idea

Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
best friends <3>

What are you NOT looking forward to?
trial & SPM & growing old

Are you a forgiving person?
depends on the mistake done & the sinful person

If you could move somewhere else, would you?
yes, to France

Do you prefer to call or text?
call, i need fast information

What is your ring tone?
ring....ring..

Has anyone ever told you they were in love with you?
yeah, I appreciate it & I pity them

When is the next time you will hug someone?
tomorrow,

Are you wearing anything on your feet right now?
my anklet, given by Shobha on my birthday

What are you eating?

Who was the last person you texted?
Haniz Zahira bt. Ghazalli <3

What's your longest relationship?
none, preferred to be free + single

Do you know anyone whose name starts with a Z?
sure, First on the list is Zuraida..my heart & my soul

Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?
yes, Zuraida

How old is the first person on your top?
17..

Are you crazy?
sometimes, hahaha

Are you happy right now?
nope, im worried.

Do you like to smile?
yeah, I love laugh better,

How old will you be on your next birthday?
18 yo

Who's the last person of the opposite sex you hugged?
is my dad count?

Dark hair or light hair in the opposite sex?
both..

Would you ever consider piercing your lip?
nope, to painfull & disturbing

What was the worst mistake of your life?
i have no idea..never figure out yet

Do you still talk to the last person you kissed?
yes

Are you ready for kids now?
hahaha..no!

Is love really worth fighting for?
i don't know

If your boyfriend or girlfriend smoked pot, would you care?
well, yea..

How many years will it be before you're ready to get married?
I have no idea, but I am planning to get married when I am 27 yo

How many cigarettes have you smoked today?
i dont smoke
Kissed someone who's name started with an W?
no..
Who's the first person you texted today?
Gora, tanya hmwrk,

When was the last time something bothered you?
just now ?

Was last night terrible?
kind off

Ever kissed anyone in your top?
yea..Every time we met..

Ever liked a friend's boyfriend?
nooo..

If you were in the hospital on life support, would the last boy you messaged come see you?
Zairul, maybe he will..but I want Stephen Norford to come visit me..

Do you currently have feelings for anyone?
not for now..

Do you miss school?
haha . nope,

First person to speak to you in 09?
I think it was one of my family member..

Are you afraid of losing the last person you talked to on msn?
i don't have MSN

This time last year, do you remember who you liked?
yea..Edward Cullen

When is the last time you said "i love you"?
on wed to nadd

Do you always answer your phone?
yeahh, but if it is my mom..i ignore the call.

2009-08-29T03:19:00.000-07:00

Think back to June, were you in a relationship?
of course NOT,

What are you listening to?
Kiss The Rain-Yiruma

Do you trust all your friends?
a few of them and they know who they are <3

When was the last time you went camping?
In June, Math Camp!

How is your life lately?
Fearfull & bored

Last person you talked to on the phone?
Mama

Last person to comment you?
Eric <3

Where is the person you want to kiss right now?
haha , i dont know,

Do you sleep with your door open or closed?
half closed

Honestly, do you like anybody?
yes,

Is there someone that makes you happy? who?
Yup! Zuraidah <3 She's my everything,

When's your birthday?
januart third 1992

Something you're looking forward to in the next month?
exams! studying!

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
yea

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
gimme some times! aha!

Would you ever get a tattoo?
I would if its not haram,

How many piercings do you have?
6

Do you dye your hair?
I was, to blonde

When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
sometimes..it depends

Do you know anyone who has messed up your life?
yes

Can you read other peoples expressions?
depends..

Is something bothering you right now?
yeap , trial

Would you go back in time to change something?
of course..

How was last night?
I love my opah! Im blessed with her love

Have you ever read Twilight?
I read all their Saga and I watch the movie & can't wait to watch new moon

Something you say when you are mad?
curses...

Are you afraid of the dark?
sort of

What do you always take with you?
phone, money, books & mascara

Has anyone put their arm around you in the past 5 days?
yeap..very comfortable in it,

Who did you last pissed off?
As Fariq Naufal! He's a total ugly ass-hole gigolos with boobs!

Did you go outside for more than 30 minutes today?
nope, watching Jonas

Last time you talked to your number one?
yesterday,

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
nope, good sleep.

Is your handwriting large, tiny or pretty normal?
mine was depends on my moods.

Do you get along better with the same sex/opposite?
either one..

Are you different than you were a year ago?
totally,

new

2009-08-26T08:17:00.000-07:00

i cut my hair short!

enjoying!

2009-08-23T02:42:00.000-07:00

watching JONAS

2009-08-18T04:41:00.001-07:00

God!
I just lose my damn focus..

However,
Im struggling right now..
try to study...

study now is my main priority!

G.I. JOE

2009-08-16T21:14:00.000-07:00

yesterday, I watch G.I Joe..

at Cathay Cineplex

Channing Tatum was just wow!

hope I was that Ana..

he just said that's my girl..

hell!

who dont want that ?!

I HEART CHANNING TATUM

with all the action & all the shooting..

n the eiffel is down..

coz of the warhead.

2009-07-31T23:59:00.000-07:00

I TAKUT H1N1!

tired!

2009-07-25T06:21:00.000-07:00

this week is damn tiring..
easily to lose my focus..
why?
no answer for that..
currently waiting for my pre-trial..
and trial..
hard..

well,
i miss my nenek..and nadia..
haha..
i try to call her last two days..
but no answer..
she always missed placed her phone..

hhmm...
tomorro i have to do some presentation about diplomatic officers..
and to passed up my career folio..
i wrote about lawyer..
maybe my dad dream will be acconplish at last..
haha..
Shakirah Fikri Abazah and Co
actually I there is a few career I choose..and succeed to attract my interest..which is..

Surgeon
Lawyer
Genetician
TESL Lecturer
Translator

so which one?

im confused!

from transkrian to you..

STRIVE FOR SPM & SCHOLARSHIP!

9A1

on my way back...

2009-07-18T22:11:00.000-07:00

im on my way back..
struggle to find some air...
i have to pass all the 9 subject with A1 grade..

BAHASA MELAYU
ENGLISH
PHYSICS
BIOLOGY
CHEMISTRY
ADDITIONAL MATHHEMATICS
MATHEMATICS
HISTORY
PEND.AGAMA ISLAM

also in waiting line is PRE TRIAL;TRIAL & MOCK INTERVIEW.
SPM approaching..
Also my cholarship interview..
depend on my trial result..I want to go study abroad..
Maybe to UK,US,RUSSIA or NZ
can i get it?.Insyaallah..
Pray for me..

MOVIES

2009-07-18T07:39:00.001-07:00

today,
i watch HARRY POTTER & THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE!
well, I nver missed any of harry potter saga before...
haha..
just love them!

Ben Barnes

2009-07-18T07:34:00.000-07:00

DAMN! HE'S HOT!

RECOVERY

2009-07-17T07:21:00.000-07:00

things are getting better down here..
I just ignore them..
everybody is just jelouse
see...
it is easier if you just fuck n ignore them

DISASTER

2009-07-17T07:01:00.000-07:00

they dont know anything!
you people with a knowledge 0!
x tau ape2..jgn nk interrupt!
mrh gler aku kn..
apsal lak nk band kitaorg..
we've done nothing!
especially me..

u all know what?
u all are outsider..
u should not disturb their family
even i closed with them..
I didin't interrupt theri matter..
apsal nk sibuk2..
& respect their private matter.
im not only talking bout me..
but also bout the others..
go to hell people!
Snobbish pig!

hhmm....

2009-07-01T19:11:00.000-07:00

tomorrow ia still a mystery..
hope for the best..

p/s: to hatim: Robert Pattinsin is a tota hot! You yg x! dENGKI!

* I x dpt PLKN..YAY!

MATH CAMP!!!

2009-07-01T19:02:00.000-07:00

MATH CAMP!!!!

im just come back from math camp..
seriously i do enjoyed myself ther..
hhmm..
i dpt group bes gak ar.t..
dengan Dina n Izuan..
my mentor is Ridhu..

hhmm..
he's good..
i think?
coz ape yg die ajar i phm ar..
n im treally excited on what im good at right?
haha..

before that yakin gler kitaorg akan mng..
then kitaorg lead..
math race best but it is a total lost when we all sesat cari dusun manggis..
ar.. that's bad!
but it was fun!

kat situ best..
n I mkn durian + rambutan..
n malang gler when i tido double decker..
n batqah bwh i..
sakit bdn i, dia cucuk..

then blk..
overall best ar..

TO MY SYG...

2009-06-22T21:37:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 17 BIRTHDAY

TO: hANIZ ZahiRa

huh!

2009-06-22T21:26:00.000-07:00

well,
now everybody was doing their SEM...
busy..
boring..
n I was like soooo distracted..
x tau nk study bler..
n mengantuk..

hhmm..
yesterday on9 ms jap..
but so far..
i x jumpa nad lg..
for her summer break..
imy syg..
n. birthday neez..

sorry babe..
butI just can't be there k..
maybe next year ya yg....

anyway..
hari 2 kitaorg fly..
n nk pnjt pgr asrama..
kul 9.15..
haram tol!
but busted with ustaz eddy & ank dara tua 2!

Huh!
that anak dara tua is such a bitch!
apa hak dier nk kata we all cam 2..
after that we all go straight to our mummy la
miss counselor..
lps la geram..

PKR jaga i dengan penuh kasih syg..
hahaha..
pak roi..
x hbs minx belanja..
tp x pew..
we are even!
i group sem with
arif.pa'an,aqil,anodayien & pak lah..
so much fun!
so far..
x sembang la la wif meenul..
we both busy.
bye..
from Transkrian..

2009-06-11T21:19:00.000-07:00

lat night is such havoc.
all the fam mmber gather at my house.

with all the kids..

mmg bising gler
so ramai ar..
and hafiz makin tembam..
and dad ckp die ade kidney problem.
so cm nyesal ejek die gmok..
*huhu

2009-06-10T22:39:00.001-07:00

OMG!!!
JACOB BLACK is damn hot..
nad & mimie was right..
n i can't resist myself to put it in here...
damn!
look at those abs..

last night i saw this in nadia's..

and im really looking foward to watch..
the previiew was great..the poster is just dqmn attractive..
why is it have to on that date..
dying for edward..but spm is just a disaster...
NEW MOON!!

FUCK!
homework x siap lg..
n im going back on fri nigght..
that sucks a lot!

2009-06-09T21:47:00.000-07:00

First off, what is your whole name?
Shakirah bt.Fikri Abazah

What did you do last night?
just got back from Jakarta

Do you have an opposite sex best friend that you can talk to?
yeah..want names?

Do you have any siblings?
younger sis & bro

Where are you exactly?
in my room, at my desk

What does the 7th text in your inbox (cell) say?
"aq jupe rahman at time square"

Where is your mum right now?
at work

Who is the 5th person on your received call list?
dad..

What is the closest black object to you?
my table,my tv,my disco lamp,my charger..

Closest silver object?
my necklace

Would you go back in time to change anything you've done?
yes, lots of regrets .

Do you sing in the shower?
everytime..

How does your hair look right now?
wet..

If you could kill someone, who would it be?
nurin jazlin's murder!

What are your fears?
hantu,snakes,perogol!

Do you like kangaroos?
i love kangaroos

How do you like your steak?
well done

What are you wearing?
tank top and leggings

Who was the last person to comment you?
Hatim the Timmy

Was your last Valentine's Day nice?
they do not celebrate valentines in Transkrian!Sucks!

Would you die for someone and who?
my nenek..Zuraidah..

Do you have to pee right now?
i just went..

What did you dream about last night?
i am Prince William lover's + wife

What are you doing tomorrow?
movies..maybe?

Bed sheet color?
pink + green

Ever gone a whole day without eating?
yeah,

Do you own ripped jeans?
of course..my mum hate it!

What makes you mad?
my exam results..

Are you jealous a lot of the time?
depends..usually they are the one who being jealous

Do you have low self esteem?
no..

Do you have big sunglasses?
of course..who dont's? a maniac?

Who can make you laugh during the hardest times?
my BFF

Favorite season?
winter! winter! snow!snow!

If your best friend died right this very instant, what would you do?
Cry! Get there ASAP

What kinda movies do you like?
romantic comedy, comedy & classic

Would you like to move?
yes! to LA

Do you miss someone?
my NENEK

Are you sad about it?
very

Have you ever licked someone's cheek?
probably..

Watch all Spiderman movies?
yeahh!

What are you looking forward too?
HOMEWORKS..tons of it..

Do you like haunted houses?
yeah..if someone with a cute handsome, hugggable broad chested man are with me..

Do you want to get married?
hell yeah!

JAKARTA

2009-06-09T21:16:00.000-07:00

i just got back..
its very tiring..
this is the second time..i went there..
i i get to shops..
but i Shops!
till Drop!
mostly..i spend 4 million rupiah..
I get 4 shoes..n 10 clothes..
yeeha!
n..we also go to Bandung..
rumah mode is damn fun..
dresses n cardigan is like very chep!compared 2 malaysia..
n its all pretty n luxury..
especially GAP n BILLABONG!

my dad do a lot of waste..
he buy a MONT BLANC
cost RM3 thousand.. at the Plaza Indonesia..
he said its cheeper...
n all the mall in Indonesia..is like a real havoc!
Goodbye Pavilion..

then..we also go to Kemang..
my God!! Kemang was like the heaven on earth,
its like Red Light District in Amsterdam but no hookers..
a lot of foreigners..n..hot indonesian boys hanging out there..
n the seesha on the table..good music..loud music..
dark scene..n its the best place to hang out with friends..
hope can bring my BFF there..fuh! its the best..

SOUR SALLY
yummy!
its the best yogurt ice cream in jakarta..
sour..tasty..n finger licking!!!!

n we got home by 11.30..

MOVIE

2009-06-04T09:47:00.000-07:00

Meet LUCAS TILL

who play as TRAVIS

and he is PERFECT!

Last night..

I went to movie..watching

Hannah Montana...

n guess what..

i was exited o see him actually...

and..when the first time, he wirh the horse was...incredible!

there is a scene where they coming out frm a waterfall n he was like to get dressed..n his abs was like Fucking hot!

& his voice was like a real DON JUAN..

he was like the modern version of Zorro..just a little bit more handsome,macho & very enchanting!

n the pic of him with a horse....its like make me want to FAINT!!!

OMG!!!

now im am so..want a guy with horses..

and now i want him for me....

muah!!!

040609

2009-06-04T08:40:00.000-07:00

today, wake up at 9.30..then cycle's to eza's n met

MIMI,TWINS,EZA n NEEZ

miis them damn much..

after that..have a phone calls with Nad..

we hv a breakfast..

n we create chaos where neez..

cannot stop blurping

n eza's bising gler while waiting for her saliva kuew tiau..yew!

for about 1 1/2 hours ckp2..n mkn2..bfr bumped with fakh,adam n izat..

after that stay at neez's til 3.30..

with eza..tp kitaorg blk ikut jln jauh..sbbtkt dgn anjing bnyk gler kowt..

bsr plak 2..

n..balik packing for holiday..

mamaa bising!

IMY NAD!!!

Konvokesyen Mama

2009-06-03T08:09:00.000-07:00

Today was damn tiring..
coz i have to wake up at 6 n gi shah alam..
mama convo today..
n shes very exited about it..

CONGRATS MAMA!!!!!

n then i just cuci mate tgk2 org
but, smph..
yg dpt gedreee base..muka hensem tp when it comes to Vice Cancelor Award & First Class Degree RECEIVER...
Lengkap pakage..dengan spek tebal & jongang..

after that, i jumpa opah kejap..
surely, i miss her gegiler..
thank for the kisses..
really needed..to build up my self again..

* tomorrow i'll be watching HM The Movie..
wait for my movie preview ya...
EXCITED!!!

today..

2009-06-02T09:21:00.000-07:00

edward cullen always be my current obsession..

this is tyson ritter

i dont know why nowdays..

my obsession aroused..

about fairy tale,good music,kisses n.. guys..

n now tyson ritter..

fuh!!...

dont ask me why..

i dont know either..

td we have family photoshot

mama hntr i n pika 2 make up kt uncle lanz..

i dont know him but mama ckp dia kind of famous..

make was fine..

suit lar for my pic mase 2..

haha..

i was wearing a batik n uluwati with hills kat tgh pnas tepi tsk just to get a good shot!

pnt gler..

then blk i finish all the damn mind map..

n waiting for atam to bring my laptop back..

anyway..

imy you guys..

n.. i nk tgk hannah the movie 2..

that guy with horse seems hot to go!

omg!!!!!

2009-06-02T09:17:00.000-07:00

As soo as i come back dadf bgtau esok we have family fotoshot!
i was like..
NO!!!!!!!!!
coz i ade pimple bsr...
kt pipi knn!
argh!!grm!

last 24 hour in chool..

2009-06-02T09:05:00.000-07:00

well..
for the whole 4 days..
i n my fren sume x turun maghhrib..stay kat asrama til 9 bru kuar gi klas..
we eat, sleep n of course..
cannot stop talking to each other..
bella made a few phone calls to raouf & stone..
n emily dpt thaufek's num from raouf..
sume cm bsg..coz intan & bella arguing bout :new:

then,
hanina waut gler..n syima was cutting her hair..to some fashion..
n then i smbg..tp dayah ruinkn hasik krja i..sampai hanina jd cm ANTANOM
n i cut it back to norm..n hanina was screaming to stop me from cutting her hair short..
ms 2 waktu maghrib..
then bell's turn to cut her hair..to "miss hanna's" haircut..
n that big mouth cant stop arguing when aisyeh cut her hair..
nsb our warden x de..tinggal ckgu ju yg suke abandon us..
then,
kitaorg mandi ramai2 kat laundry room..
something i never done before..we do slide on the floor with FAB
then everybody was rudding each other n doing salun bsh rambut 2 each other..
Aisyeh doo mine n i do zeeha's but sian kt emily coz die x dpt join..dia t'mandi awal..
n all the kerajaan people were staring like wtf..
n they were damn piqued..
FUCK!

after that, i t'bau cologne 'ABG RIMAU' bella..
dan! he does smell nice..
very masculin..
i cer kat bella n bella jeit kat i cm nk pch smbil eily fixing her new hair..
i tertido wif emily kt bilik intan..
till 2 o'clock kot..n intan assumed i mengigau..
she asking me whether i am awake..
n i x sbr nk blk rumah..
all the packaging are done..

just listen...

2009-05-28T06:26:00.000-07:00

here i am..
once again..
thorn into pieces..

things are getting worst i transkrian..
with all the f*cking killer subject..
cant resist myself to feeling empty n stressed out..
DAMN! its hard..

hhmm..
i dun know how to tell my mum about my result nannti..
hope lps 3.0 pun cukup ar..
my mum sendiri ckp she's hoping 4 miracle for my spm..
haha xpe2..
me either..
pray 4 me k..

my god!
i kena stay kt TK till monday..
imy nadia..
hope sempat jumpa bfr i blk..n bfr u blk dubai..
wow!!
kwn dier yg connor 2 hot..
neez dh psych i srh i blk time birthday dier..
hhmm..dunno larr...
dh la 2 yrs i x celebrate birthday neez n twins n mimi n fakh..
sorry yg..
n i miss iza..

argh!!!
i benci gler..
how now?

td tgk result..
cm dh nk nangis..
meenul n jong x jd lk..
but, i benci hatim!
sibuk! suke kacau org!
hate!hate!
kt dobi dh t'ddk nk nangis dh..
then ten mira n din dtg..
x jd lg cry..

kt bilik..
"kak dengki" 2 pjk i jgn nangis..
x jd..
but intan yg emo..
my god!
that time rs cm dh x de ms dpn..

tp2..
lg 4 hr nk blk..
thank god my mum x dtg on academic day..
if not..
i mesti nagis tgk die frustrated coz i x naik pentas dpt 3.5
anyway,
this is my note..
far from TK to d'sara..

listen...

2009-05-02T09:23:00.000-07:00

The last day..we gathered..

on thurs,
neez n syira come..ammar drive them here,,
we hang out...
but my twins x dtg
coz one of their relative passed away..
huh..
imy all of u..
i dont know la..
time running out too fast...
n i know..it will never be the same anymore..
i left,nadd left, iza left..
things were different.
nk gather pun ssh..
how i miss the pass...
lepak kt depan skewl..
hockey..group base..
the first time..i msk CC..
is there any chance things we're back together again?

the answer is NO!
becaue why?
"people who forget their pass are tend to repeat it.."
US: always remember the pass..we get through together..
even how hard we try..it is still there..

just hope..
in futures..if we are seperated..
all the love is still there..
we will always hv 'us' stay in memory..
not just hi n bye..
please guys..
me..
i miss the hugs, the full of love kisses,sincere smiles,the laugh n the good time..

tomorrow,
im going back...
there is a small part in my heart..
i regret leaving for transkrian..
they are nothing like all of you..
pray me ya..
survive there with flying colour n satisfaction..
ily you guys..
most ardently..

2009-04-28T08:04:00.000-07:00

hhmm...
last 2 days i gi umeh nenek i..
fuh..
miss her gegiler..
shes my everything i n this www.

n mase nk blk td..
die nangis..
but i try to control myself..
but still berair..
n die terharu bler i call dia kt hostel..
shes my own personal cheerleader..

then
i jumpa adam, yaya & aimar..
haiyoo..
naughty gler 2 boy 2..
syg kt u all..

ptg 2..i ikut mama gi umah uncle omar..
wowo, mkn bertambah kaya..
n i x sangka i jumpe hakim..
hehe..
dia ckp kt i hi..
n i was like.."what?"
but still hi back to him..

well,
dulu i, hakim, pikah,haris,fatin n tira
are childhood sweetheart..
then, makin berjauhan..
tira tell me that he was r snobbish..
but die ok jew..
die malu bler mama tunjuk pic birthday i..
aper r..
n then he say goodbye...n gi merayau..

neway,
i change my plan nk jumpa dorg..
ssh ttol mcm wat plan ngan PM..
but i kena gk jumpe dorg..
x kire..
n mase i call twins..
fakh jwb..
then i mrh dier trus hung up!
sengal betol!
mmkn aper r mamat 2 sampai sengal cm2..

2009-04-26T02:37:00.000-07:00

What's your daily routine?
school , sleep,laughing,internet,tv
Do you know how to start a fire?
yes..i think? i was a scout bfr.. HAHA
Have you ever camped outside of a theater to get into a movie the next day?
nope! always get the best sits!
When's the next time you will see the person you like/love?
aftr maghrib ni..
Last text message you received?
k..syg..see u soon.
Last myspace message you received?
from Tom
Does anyone hate you?
i think so..they r just jelouse coz im hot..
Who texted you the most?
my lush gf.
Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
Twilight by Stephenie Meyer.
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
it depends..
Are you a jealous person?
hhmm..not much but yeah..
If you could have one person with you right now, who would it be?
chhanning tatum..
Do you miss anyone?
yeahh , of course..my gff.
Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
NO, he is my bff
Have you ever thought about converting your religion?
HELL NO!
Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
don't think so..i prefer casual..
When is the next time you'll see your closest friends?
soon...
What were you doing this morning at 12am?
homeworks..
What radio station do you listen to the most?
fly fm..
What are you listening to?
tv sounds..
Who were the last 3 people to text you?
yah, iqa n mama..
Is there anything that you are craving right now?
a hug from my nanny..
Have you ever been arrested?
no, im an angle..
Who do you hate?
mufidah..damn! hate that ugly bitch!
Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
yeah..
Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
Shakira~
On what day does/did your birthday fall on this year?
saturdayy
Have you ever got a celebrity's number off of the internet?
hope so...especially robert pattinson & channing tatum!

If you had the choice to live with Paris Hilton, would you?
great pleasure..party..n boys baby!!!
How about Johnny Depp?
urm..like dirty pirates!!
Do you like macaroni and cheese?
yummy!
So, what's on tv right now?
are u smarter than 5th grades?
What question number is this?
mane la i tau
What do you think about techno music?
too busy!
Do you do stuff that you know that your parents would be mad if they found out?sometimes..yeahh
When was the last time you had your feelings hurt?
thursday ?
Do you find that people of the other sex are confusing?
agak ah..
Is there something you wish you could tell someone that you can't?
yes!
How do you feel about the last person you talked to?
i love her..izza!
Do you really want someone to call you right now?
yes, i do.
Do you get upset when people talk bad about you?
depends who it is..
Do you ever get stuck in the middle of a fight?
yeah, hundreds of time la..
Have you ever liked anyone on your top friends?
syg dorg.

MY ACTIVITY..

2009-04-26T02:32:00.000-07:00

not much...
grtting bettter

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copy from Nadd

2009-04-25T01:09:00.000-07:00

001. Real name : Shakirah bt Fikri Abazah
002. Nickname(s) : Kyra, Sha
003. Age: Seventeen (for now)
004. Zodiac sign : Capricon
005. Male or female : Female
006. Elementary : SKBP,Bangsar.
007. Middle School : SKBSD(1), Petaling Jaya.
008. High School : SMKBSD(2), Petaling Jaya.
009. College school: Mara Junior Science College Transkrian,Pulau Pinang.
010. Hair color : Black
011. Long or short : Right in between
012. Loud or Quiet : Chaos!
013. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans .
014. Phone or Camera : Phone
015. Health freak : Don't bother
016. Drink or Smoke? : NO!!!!
017. Do you have a crush on someone: yup!
018. Eat or Drink: EAT !
019. Piercings : Six! :D
020. Tattoos : I wish ! but can't..
021. Social or Anti-Social: Social kot..
022. Righty or lefty: Rightyy!!
023. First piercing: 8 yo
024. First relationship: hhmm..I am more to casual..lol.
025. First Best Friend: Nurul Hanna.
026. First Award: 6 yo.
027. First Kiss: from my mother..no, maybe dad?
028. First Pet: Camelia the bitchy cat
029. First Big Vacation: Europe 2008.
030. First Love at first sight: Nicholas Harris.
031. First Big Birthday: 3 yo kat A & W.
032. First Surgery: Apendix..(11 yo)
033. First sport you joined: Track . in 6 yo.
034. Orange or Apple juice: Apple Juice !
035. Rock or Rap: is "scorpion" rock?
036. Country or Screams:SCREAMS!!!
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boy: of course, NSYNC.
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: Hit me baby one more time!
039. Night or Day: Day
040. Sun or Moon: Moon !
041. TV or Internet: Cant make up my mind...
.042. Playstation or xbox: none!
043. Kiss or hug: HUGS!
044. Iguana or turtle: Turtle of course.
045. Spider or bee: yEW!!!!
046. Fall or spring: Spring in Holand..bang!
047. Limewire or iTunes: Limewire.
048. Soccer or baseball: Edward cullen play baseball,in twilight...049. Eating : not now.
050. Drinking : Nope.
051. Excitement level: Boiling point!
052. I'm about to : read books
053. Listening to : My mum cant shut her mouth off..
054. Plans for today : Lunch & Jlnjln .
056. Energy level: energetic
057. Thinking of someone: my nenek..rindu gler!:
058. Want kids?: yes!
059. Want to get married?: Insyallah..someday
060. When: after get my degree, a house, a car n career.
061. How many kids do you want: 4 perfect & brilliant gentlement.
062. Any names on the mind:Carlos Danial & Adam Eduardo .
063. What did you want to be when you're a kid: Handsome n rich man with careers. haha
064. Careers in mind : Surgeon? Lawyer?English lecturer?
065. Mellow future or wind: what?
066. Something you would never try: Being a gay..
067. When you want to die: Insyallah , pnjg umur .
068. Lips or eyes : Lips! ahak!
069. Romantic or Funny: Both both both !
070. Shorter or taller? : Taller , of course ! 170? 180?
071. Protective or Caring: Both again .
072. Romantic or spontaneous : love love both!
073. Nice stomach or nice arms : Both ? bt more to stomach . deliciouse ABSSS !
074. Sensitive or loud : more to loud...
075. Hook-up or relationship : Relationship only for someone special..
076. Trouble maker or hesitant : In between .
077. Muscular or normal: Christiano Ronaldo..is enough for me.
078. Kissed a stranger:Hell no!
079. Broken a bone: -
080. Lost glasses/contacts : not lost, but broke!
081. Ran away from home : Almost.
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense : Nope .
083. Killed somebody : No!!! im not that cruel..
084. Broken someone's heart : I have to ask him/her..
085. Had your heart broken: Maybe , maybe not .
086. Been arrested: Not yet .
087. Cried when someone died: Yes!
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: Yeap.
089. Yourself : Simple bot gorgeous.
090. Miracles :Hopefully..9A1 for SPM
091. Love at first sight : no comment
092. Heaven : love to be in it..
093. Santa Claus : cant u give me the candy?
094. Sex on the first date : HELL NOO!!!!
095. Kissing on the first date : nope!
o96. Angels: in white dress?
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now :family..
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life : Not really..but life is unfair..
099. Do you believe in God : OF COURSE .

crowded!

2009-04-25T00:43:00.000-07:00

hhmm...penat!
i just came back from the international book fair..
ramai gler org doe..
fuh.. dah r pns..

and..and i bli buku thanks for the memories..
yg i x sempat bc kat neez 2..

aha...
neez awat aku x bley bc blog hang..
ni yg marah ni...

izzzah..gi la blk asrama 2..
yg ko kepoh balk 2 kenapa?
jgn jeles..i cuti sploh hari...
hehe...
bye syg..

HOME!

2009-04-24T08:13:00.000-07:00

hye...heheh
im home..
just got back from penang..
well, it is a lot of things going on..
n its just stressing me out..
the exam..fuh!

well,
past day..
i gi pertandingan bola baling kat penang..
kat skewl valdour..
n seriously girl kt sana gler rempit n soo damn kg..
with fake adidas & rebonding murah..
haiyyo!!!
geli gler..
sumpah loya aku ngan dorg..

me n PKR memebers ok2 jew..
just warden2.. ske wat haram ngan kitaorg..
het.. x phm aku..
cm la x de bende laen yg nk dibuat..

mase i gi kpl bts..
i meet tis guy..
name die fikri..
haiyo..
sweet n funny..
presiden prs..
die bg i num dier..

hehe..
hari skn hari kitaorg wat theme crazy frog..
i rumah hijau..
pom2 i wat the other house jeles..
dorg pakai rafia string..
ape klass..we do it d'sara way baby!!!
n Fazli dpt jd olahragawan..
hehe..
best doe..
but kitaorg klah 4x1
dpt num 2..

n..
x dew pew dah..
hhmm..
i dh jrg sembang2 with meenul..
sibok r exam...
lgpun i sengaja wat sombong ngan dier..
then i ckp dier sombong..
serious bengong...
n as-fariq sibuk work out kt gym nk bg bdn dier jd cm christiano ronaldo..4 i..
hehe..bgos2..

n cina bukit 2..
seriously i mmg benci gler tgk muka dier..
fuck u damn bitch!
benci!!!!!!!!

n to all my syg..
im back!
muah2..
miss u all

????

2009-03-21T06:54:00.000-07:00

Rase cm malas gler nk blk sana coz..
kat sana cm x de pew2..
internet pown x de..so
cm ssh gler..

blk sana..
i will be so stress..
nk think bout study..
n sume org cm pandai gler...
n so competitive..
pastu dorang cm serious..
+ math sucks gler..
coz i pernah pass 2 kali jew..exam n 1 quiz..
ssh btol..
plus physic..bring a pain in my butt...
argh..
dahla x de tuisyen..

n masuk sana..
i mcm dh jrg nk jumpa my gf & bf..
it is so hard..
coz..
kat sana cm x de bdk yg cm dorg..
n kt sana x de cheerleading n hockey..
people there act like they are grown up person..
dorg anggp cn i ni x mtg..
gler pew..
dorg la..
membazir mase mude sbb nk jd cm org tue..
gler tol..
thank god ade beberape org yg sudi menemai i...
thanks to PKR member, Aminul Furqan

my god..
mamt ni mmg merepek..
n i ske flirt ngan dier..

da...